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Showing posts with label death. Show all posts
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Sunday, November 22, 2009

Two Extreme Worlds in One Day

A night before November 14 which happens to be the last day of the PCCL Games and the interment of a colleague, we had a special session with my GC and PCO Family. That special session was for my colleague who is peacefully resting in the arms of God right now. All of us shared our memories about her and almost a lot of them stayed over for her last night. I went home at around 1:30 am and still managed to get a few hours of sleep. I woke up at 6:30 to prepare for the burial of my colleague scheduled at 9:00 am.
It was a very heavy morning and everybody was releasing their negative energies - grief. As one of her colleagues in the College Guidance Center, I can say that we really felt like we were sudde
nly abandoned by a very important person in our lives -she was a mother to us. Adjustment will take time and healing will be difficult, but substantial enough to start anew. Ma'am Gaile will Forever be in our Hearts.



At around 12:30 noon time we went back to the university for other important duties. I was really starving but my mind just can't take it to eat - walang gana. I was tired from crying, my eyes were so heavy, talagang puyat. I was really disoriented where to go next and I didn't even meet my students enrolled in Practicum scheduled from 1:00 to 4:00. Where did I go? I brought the car for a little bath. Looking at the car get wet, shampooed, washed, wiped and vacuumed, it felt like I was able to clean myself even though literally it wasn't me who got washed. Seeing the car fresh and clean made me refreshed, doing away with the negative energies that I gained from my morning activity. While watching the car, I decided to buy something for my stomach, guess what, all I had was pineapple juice. I know I should have taken something heavier. But again, I wasn't motivated to eat. It was around 1:30 when I drove back to school because I decided to watch the last 2 games of the PCCL Zonal Elimination.

Here's the catch, I guess I really needed cleansing and all that from all the heavy emotions for the past 2 weeks.. IT RAINED!!! Ok, sayang kang pag pa car wash ko. Pero ok lng, the car really needed a wash especially the tires. It's important to have the car washed thoroughly even though it's raining so that the heavy dirt won't stick to the paint permanently.

Hey, I grabbed a good seat on the court and I was ready to watch the last 2 games. Before the start of the game, I said to myself "baka tamaan ako bola dgdi, pero ok lng ok man ang view kc closer. hehe". Good thing Debbie was also alone and we sat beside together during the game. To see the pictures during the game CLICK HERE.

A very unforgettable moment happened to me during the DLSU vs UNC game. Lucky me hit by a ball and so I really did. :) Everybody thought it was the woman beside me on my right who got hit by a ball, but #5 (or was it #15?) knew it was me that's why he approached and asked if I was okay, of course I said yes I'm okay. haha. Nakalog lng naman ung utak ko pero thank God I was wearing a cap. The ball didn't directly hit my head, it was the edge of the cap on the front that got hit, so vibrations nlng tlga ung na absorb ko. What an experience!!!










The Green Archers won and earned a slot for the Sweet 16. I had fun watching the DLSU and UNC game because it was a clean fight. Too bad UNC didn't win anything, they still need lots and lots of training and hard work per se. Lucky them that they got to play with the archers, it's the only thing that their batch can be proud of. Every lady, girl, woman in the gymnasium was surely amazed with the Green Archers. It's a girl thing. It was Webb's birthday that it caused them a cake fight. It was really good seeing them enjoying their stay here in Naga City. I bet they got shocked how the people of Naga treated them like they were movie stars. The archers got cornered on the court, fans were asking for their autographs and photographs with them. I hope they didn't get offended with some who were quite demanding on what to ask from them, I think the young ladies were just overwhelmed seeing them close and face to face. It was a rare event that I also became different in one way or another. Special mention to the people of IMC, kasi kinaladkad tlga kami para magpapicture with the some of the players. I have never done such thing in my entire existence. First time and in front of students oh my gawed at sobrang hagard na ako that time. Pero thank you parin kc it was a great experience indeed.

I started the day in sober, I lack sleep I was like in zombieland, I felt that I needed to get refreshed, I got hungry. What more could I ask for? I had the car for a wash but it rained. I got hit by a ball but I took it positively. It was an early wake up call that hey I have to continue with our my life especially in our office. I did something for the first time that I didn't imagine myself doing. It was a different kind of day. I got washed, I had fun, I got knocked and most importantly I survived, ready for a new day ahead. No matter how different a day may be, differently sad and differently happy... all that matters is I am able to cope. I experienced two extreme worlds in just one day. Pure sadness and pure happiness.

Monday, October 12, 2009

So Soon But Goodbye and Hello in Time

It was past 11 pm last night of October 11, 2009 when I was really lazy to do some important things. So, I then opt to view some of my stocked photos in my laptop looking for snap shots to replace my banner. As I passed by the folder where I kept my SPED days, without any single thought, I suddenly searched for the screen shot that I made when I was still chatting with a friend months ago. The photo was taken when he was at the hospital during his therapy sessions when he let me viewed his webcam. That was the last time when I saw him online. Because I last saw him personally during the first quarters of the year if I'm not mistaken.


It was around 1:00 am when Vonn sent me a message over ym informing me that one of our friends just passed away around 11:00 pm. Poof, GOOSEBUMPS to the max! Because he was pertaining to the person who I looked for in my folders. It was obviously dark, the room was quite cold because of the AC and the laptop was the only thing that was giving me light. Upon receiving the grave news from Vonn, I know it was not just plain goose bumps. Because I am a person who can stand cold temperature without getting goose bumps. The only part of my body that gets cold is my feet. Was that coincidence? Why would I bother looking for his photos when I felt so lazy last night? I know there’s a reason why I gave effort in looking for his photo. I am a person who doesn’t feel all those “paramdam” from people who die even when my grandmother passed away. There's always a first time, the first time that I felt a bit scared. It was indeed an unusual experience for me.


So this morning, October 12, yes it’s confirmed from his brother. He really did passed away 11 pm. He will be home back here in Naga tomorrow morning. I then hurriedly informed some of my friends who also knew Aboi. I got to know Aboi personally when I took my Sped units in Ateneo. Surprisingly, he was already a friend of mine under his nickname like Mosquiton and because he was one of the Dy4-Clan when I was still in HS and early college years. IRC days really gave me a lot of friends who are still with me up to the present and Aboi was one of them. He wasn’t just a chatmate, he wasn’t just a classmate in sped, he was like my protector,. He protects me from my weaknesses by giving me encouragements to face them. I will surely treasure those meek words that you gave me.


I will miss our chitchats especially when he teases me a lot because he knew one secret of mine that only a few knows. I know you will still keep it as a secret aboi. We shared photos in flickr and talk about what was recently happening in my life. Now, he is with the Lord. No more sufferings, no more cancer, no more pain. It’s time for you to live your life with Him. Cancer chooses no one, cancer chooses no age, Aboi will always be an icon of great courage fighting against Cancer. I will surely miss you my dear friend. You left So Soon, but we had to say Goodbye because we know you’re ready. In time we’ll say Hello once again. >:D<


*Pictures to be uploaded later

Tuesday, August 4, 2009

Watch Cory's Funeral Departure Live